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my mom thinks i sneak drugs into the house. what a loser...
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[16 Jun 2004|05:02am] |
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its boring...
look what i figured out.
i figured out how to change the aim picture. yay...
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[14 Jun 2004|10:32am] |
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i miss having long hair :(
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[02 Jun 2004|03:53am] |
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i decided not to go to school today, since i have so much to do. I have a project thats due tomorrow, that i just started working on monday. I woke up around 10 to get started on it, and now its almost 4 and i have 2 more papers to write. then i have to go to school for a performance at 5, and will last till about 8. after the performance, i have to revise my paper for my debate tomorrow. then i have to start studying for the final which is on friday. I need to pass this final, or im doomed. i hate being so stressed. wish me luck!
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[27 May 2004|03:04pm] |
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1) Who are you?
2)Are we friends?
3)When and how did we meet?
4)How have I affected you?
5)What do you think of me?
6)What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7)How long do you think we will be friends?
8)Do you love me?
9)Do you have a crush on me?
10)Would you kiss me?
11)Would you hug me?
12)Physically, what stands out?
13)Emotionally, what stands out?
14)Do you wish I was cooler?
15)On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
16)Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17)Am I lovable?
18)How long have you known me?
19)Describe me in one word.
20)What was your first impression?
21)Do you still think that way about me now?
22)What do you think my weakness is?
23)Do you think I'll get married?
24)What makes me happy?
25)What makes me sad?
26)What reminds you of me?
27)If you could give me anything what would it be?
28)How well do you know me?
29)When's the last time you saw me?
30)Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
31)Do you think I could kill someone?
32)Are you going to put this on your journal
and see what I say about you?
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[26 May 2004|09:10pm] |
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its about time i change my LJ layout...
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[23 May 2004|11:18am] |
Im still here in Los Angeles.
Yesterday, i hung out with my two cousins and their friends.
heres what happened.
-went to the glendale mall, and walked around for the longest time.
-then we got picked up to go back to the place.
-my dad left us the car so we took it out.
-headed to a party, and just stood around. I felt like a loser, because i sat somewhere by myself. parties arent my thing..
-left the party because it was too crowded.
-drove around, trying to find something to do.
-went back to the movie theaters in glendale to meet up with aimee.
-watched shrek 2
-after the movie, we drove around some more to find something to do, but it was already 2:00am so we headed back home.
-slept.
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[20 May 2004|10:19pm] |
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this should be one of those weekends i tend look forward to, because i'll actually get out and do something for once. i have another optomologist(sp?) appointment tomorrow, right after school,which im quite a bit nervous about because i hate getting my eyes checked, but at the same time im kind of happy because my eyes have been really irritating me more than ever, and i want it to stop. Im trying not rub my eyes much as possible,but i guess ive been so immune to doing it, its almost impossible to keep my fingers out of my eye. maybe if you were in my situtation, youd understand. Im also getting fitted for glasses, because my vision hasnt been at its best lately. i swear i had eagle eyes before, but now i have eyes of a blind 80 year old person. lets just hope i dont go blind, because that would suck. after my appointment, i think i will take a nap, just because ive been so deprived of sleep lately, and after my nap, i think im going to go see a movie with grace, melissa, and hopefully some other people. then after the movie, im certain that we'll hang out with all the fun people that ilove, and go to tents...again. that place is getting less scarier, but then again theres no other places around here thats scarier. or is there? Then on saturday,im going up to LA with myparents just to visit some family, and maybe visit the famous asian queen herself, aimee paguio. I talked to my cousin that lives in LA, and he said we were going partying. its always fun to experience different atmospheres, so im very excited. but anyway, thats pretty much the base of my weekend, im sure theres other things that are going to happen. i hope. but anyway thanks for reading another boring post by me.
out of randomness, i feel like ending this entry with a final thought.
dont you hate when people accuse other people of such things like being fake, ignorant, selfish, etc, when that person is being hypocritical? i do. i hate that you have the nerve to call people fake, when you dont even realize youre doing the same exact thing. i've been putting up with your shit for the last few months, without realizing you were playing me as fucking retard. yeah id admit, im stupid for falling for you when it wasnt even worth it. youve left with me with so much regret, that i fucking hate you so much. thanks for all those times you acted like you didnt know me, and all those times you made me cry over something stupid. youre not worth shit, you dont deserve my sympathy. you dont even deserve being anyones friend, because youll end up being fake to them anyway.right?... am i being too harsh? i dont think so.this is me getting back at you for all the shit youve put me through. this is just the beginning. and yes, us kids here up north dont fucking like you. ps. thank you for the diseases...
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[16 May 2004|07:14pm] |
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nothing great has really happened this passed week, but in
the next few weeks there are going to be alot of changes for the
good and bad. my brother graduated over the weekend, which was pretty cool because i got to spend some time with my family. The bad news is that hes going to be moving to Kansas very soon to work, and live his life on his own for awhile. Leaving me, to deal with my parents by myself. blah, its going to suck for the first few weeks when he leaves, because i'll miss him. Anyway in about 4 weeks I'm graduating myself, and it's going to be great. But before i think about graduating, i need to worry about pulling up my grades and studying for finals. so wish me luck, because i'll need alot of it. well thats it for now, i better get started on homework. goodnight!
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[12 May 2004|09:37pm] |
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this is how im gonna look by the end of the school year!
my eyes have never been so baggy and ugly. i look like a freaking zombie. i need botox or something =\
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[09 May 2004|10:02pm] |
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happy mothers day mom!
i love you! youll probably never see this. but of well
what happened today?
church
then family party at la jolla shores
then ate at pf changs
home.
then i was rushed to urgent care. it sucked haha
the end
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[09 May 2004|01:27am] |
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Graces Birthday Party
Today i went to grace's birthday party at her place in del mar. It was one of the funnest days ever, because i got to hang out with all the people i love being around with. Everything went great, and i loved every minute of it.</P>
hmm, well i dont feel like typing in paragraphs because im really tired. so ill just list what happened.</P>
met at KFC in sorrento valley
headed to graces place in del mar.
got to the clubhouse, where everyone hung out and ate.
messed around in the in the little indoor court.<
played dodge ball
hung out and took pictures.
then everyone went swimming as soon as it got dark.
hung out again.
left for tents in sorrento valley.
walked through the darkest/scariest trail.
we heard someone screaming repetively, and it was really scary.
we went deeper into the trail, which got even scarier.
encountered footsteps and other freaky shit.
saw a nuse hanging from a tree.
walked back
then i went home
the end haha
thank you for a wonderful day GRACE. i love you
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[05 May 2004|10:27pm] |
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i hate the fact that i have really bad allergies.
my eyes get really irritated, and they turn itchy and red. its really funny because people
always ask me if i get stoned alot. haha, i dont even smoke...
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[03 May 2004|09:57pm] |
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRACE!!
i love you buddy!
<3mikey
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[02 May 2004|06:01pm] |
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im well over aggravated with this fucking heat.
anyway, im taking a break from homework.
how is everyone?
taken from reggies LJ
Favorite
Music: It depends on my mood.
Cartoon: The Simpsons. The Family Guy
Color: No specific color
Car: Audi A6
Slushy Flavor:
Magazine: maxim
TV Show: that 70's show, the dave chappelle show
Song at the Moment: As I Lay Dying- Forever
Language:
Spice Girl:
Food & Beverage: celery sticks, and water
Subject in School: Comp. graphic design
Weekend Activity: Driving around
Frozen Yogurt:
Roller Coaster:
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[ series 2 - what is ]
Your most overused phrase: oh
First thing you thought when you woke up: I thought it was saturday.
Last image/thought you go to sleep with:
First feature you notice of opposite sex: whatever stands out the most
Best name for a Butler: Bitch
gayest Sport: the spelling bee.
Your best feature: you decide
Your greatest fear:
Your greatest accomplishment: staying alive.
Your most missed memory: my childhood. goodtimes. sigh
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[ series 3 - you prefer ]
Pepsi or Coke: coke
McDonald's or Burger King: mcdonalds
Single or Group Dates: both
Adidas or Nike: nike
Chicken nuggets or Chicken fingers: chicken nuggets
Dogs or Cats: dogs
Rugrats or Doug: both
Single or Taken:
Monica or Brandy:
Tupac or Jay-Z: Jayz
Shania Twain or LeAnn Rhymes: shania
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: they taste the same to me
One pillow or Two: 2
Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate
Hot chocolate or Hot cocoa: cocoa
Cappucino or Coffee: cap a chino
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[ series 4 - do you ]
Shower everyday: Yeah.
Have a crush: yes.
Think you've been in love: yeah. but i was proven wrong
Want to go to college: yeah
Like high school: i'll miss it
Want to get married: all depends on my future
Type correctly: nope
Believe in yourself: at times, when i feel like im productive.
Have any tattoos? nope
Have any piercings? nope
Get motion sickness: yeah sometimes.
Think you're a health freak: yeah, sometimes
Get along with your parents: somewhat
Like thunderstorms: yeah
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[ series 5 - the future ]
Age your plan to be married: its something i cant plan on doing. it just has to come
Number of children: 2
Where will you be at age 20: In college somewhere out of san diego, having an internship.
Dream wedding: In a really old Cathedral in Europe.
How do you want to die: i wanna die of old age
Dream job: Retired bum, living off a 1,000,000 million dollar monthly pention.
Country you'd like to visit: South America
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[ series 6 - opposite sex ]
Best eye color: greyish- blue
Best hair color:
Short or long hair: it depeneds
Best height: someone as tall as me, or a little shorter. short girls are cute
Best weight: slim.
Best clothes: anything
Best first kiss location: on top of a really tall building
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[ series 7 - other ]
Last time you slept with a stuffed animal: years ago
Rings before you answer the phone: 3
What's on your mousepad: i dont have one
How many houses you've lived in: just 1
How many schools you've gone to: 3. soon to be 4. then 5
Bedroom carpet color: white
Shave your head for $5,000?: yeah. hair grows back doesnt it?
Stranded on a desert island. three things, no people: a yaht, friends, and family
Best time of your life so far: im still waiting
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[28 Apr 2004|09:06am] |
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slut.
i hate two faced people
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[25 Apr 2004|12:55am] |
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yeah im feeling a bit better..
i think.
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[22 Apr 2004|04:31pm] |
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i never thought id ever be so sick and disfunctional.
so ive been going to the doctors for the pass 2 weeks now, and im having all these test done.
results? i have some sort of infection, and disease... i also had mono a couple months ago (YEAH IM NOT ASHAMED TO ADMIT IT & NO IM NOTA SLUT), but now its gone. thank god. why does everything have to suck for me... i missed a whole week of school, and maybe i get to miss next week as well for more test. it really sucks that i feel alot weaker day by day. NO IM NOT DYING. it makes me really sad to know that i have alot of problems... It makes me not want to do anything anymore... god i hate feeling like this, i kind of regret not taking care of myself. The only thing i want right now is to regain my normal health.. i want everything to be ok.. because im fucking scared..
your vanity killed me..
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[19 Apr 2004|09:44pm] |
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i started this week by staying home and missing school. AS weird as this may sound, i actually did want to go to school today, but i couldnt because my eye infection got worst. YEAH AN EYE INFECTION. out of no where, my eye starts getting red, and itchy. it hurts really bad, i wish it would go away by tomorrow...
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